As a few cups of house party punch turned my saturday night into my sunday morning. There i stood on the balcony making out with "The Taxi Driver" laughing reciting poetry and apparently listening to his confession.
"I have always noticed you around"
You're really a nice guy
" you're so diffrent"
" I love your style"
I gave a flattered smile, and giggled away his smooth attempts to trap me in his compliments. For some reason he seemed so familiar.
"You're very talented"
"Your'e very smart"
"you're so diffrent, I like diffrent...i'm diffrent"
He seemed so familar like I met him before.
"Alot of people don't really get me"
"Alot of guys take my love for granted"
"Alot of guys have used me in the past:"
That's when I put my finger on it. "There it is!" I thought.
underneath his caramel skin, his beautiful browns, and his sexy pinks were the same words that all my skeletons had in common. I was talking to the same guy in a diffrent suit. The same nice guy, who wants old fashioned love affairs, but never gets them, because no one but guys like me (heart-breakers) set him up for failure.
We exchanged numbers along with a few more kisses, and i did call him before i fell asleep. But I knew where it would go.
I would would dig him for a week. have passionate sex a week later, and then be over him 2 weeks after that. It never fails.
So after we got off the phone. I told my self to not even play this same game. Because I know how he is. And this same guy can't handle the same love lost.

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